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A Canadian’s First Impression of 10 Scottish Foods

“9 years ago today,” Google Photos reminded me, showing a carousel of pictures from Scotland.

It’s been almost a decade since I arrived in the UK. What a roller coaster it’s been! I wrote about my experiences moving “across the pond” in my poetry book, The Heart Decided to Move. I wrote other pieces about the experience as well—some published, some not. Among them is this little essay sharing my delight and surprise at some of the Scottish foods I encountered. In the spirit of “9 years ago today,” I’m sharing it with you now.

A Canadian’s First Impression of 10 Scottish Foods

My paternal grandfather’s family came from Scotland. He died when I was seven, but my key memories of him pre-illness involved food, like the lox and scrambled eggs he enjoyed for breakfast before smoking a pipe. When I moved to Edinburgh on a UK ancestry visa, eager to connect with my heritage, I took it for granted that culinary matters would be involved. I was familiar with shortbread and scones from family recipes, but many Scottish foods were new to my North American palate. I dove in and tried them with gusto—and mixed results. Here’s what one Canadian thought about a few distinctive Scottish and UK foods upon first encounter.

  1. Haggis: In the Scottish capital, haggis is sold in food trucks and even as a burger topping. I approached this dish, made by cooking sheep organs and oatmeal (traditionally inside a sheep’s stomach), with a mixture of curiosity and trepidation, trying an appetizer of haggis balls at a nice restaurant. They tasted spicy and meaty, not a flavor I was used to. Over time, I became fonder of the dish, and even enjoyed it on top of the aforementioned burger. It serves a nice kick, but like Australia’s marmite, it’s not for everyone.
  2. Scotch eggs: These boiled eggs covered in sausage meat and breadcrumbs, then deep fried, are Scottish classics available in supermarkets and weekend food markets alike. I enjoyed the savory mix of proteins and felt energized every time I ate one. Plus, they’re the perfect size to munch on. Yum!
  3. Deep fried pizza: UK chip shops (or “chippies” as they are affectionately called) are fond of their fried foods. One in Edinburgh offered a cheese pizza that was entirely deep fried. I had a slice or two, but that was all I could handle. The pizza, doughy and sparse on the sauce, was only vaguely recognizable under the heavy grease. If you’re a fried foods fan, maybe you’d like it better than I did.
  4. Rock cakes: While reading the Harry Potter books as a kid, I assumed that many of the foods enjoyed by Harry and his friends were invented, like Bertie Botts’ Every Flavor Beans. I mean, how could “spotted dick” be a real thing? (Now those odd jellybeans exist in real life, and I’ve discovered that spotted dick does, too.) The “rock cakes” that Hagrid served Harry and his friends always made me laugh; I pictured burnt North American-style biscuits given a goofy name. Imagine my surprise when I went to a Scottish church function and discovered a plate of rock cakes, there for the tasting. They are, in fact, scone-like baked goods stuffed with raisins. They have a light texture and don’t taste like rocks at all. I recommend rock cakes, as long as Hagrid doesn’t bake them!
  5. Pie (not the fruity kind): A proper British pie is a savory dish, unlike the sweet Canadian ones I made with fruit at home. The first one I tried was a steak pie at a fish and chips shop in a small Scottish town. I won’t mention where, because it wasn’t very good: the miniature pie boasted a dry crust and gummy texture. My second steak pie (from a different spot) was delicious, with an ale-soaked flavor and finely cooked meat, so mileage on this dish varies widely.
  6. Fish and chips: You may be sensing a pattern here: many of these dishes come from a chippy. Putting fish and chips on here is cheating a bit, because my home province of Prince Edward Island, and many other North American destinations, offer some version of cod with fries and tartar sauce. It’s better in the UK, fried golden with thick wedge-like chips (the skinny American-style potato side being called “fries” here too). I came to expect white fish, topping options like vinegar and “brown sauce” (the sweet-and-savory specialty reminded me of vinegar in the best way), and a heartier helping than you can eat in one go.
  7. Cullen skink: A traditional Scottish soup with smoked fish, a can or bowl of this creamy, potato-strewn recipe goes down like a dream. The smoky flavor permeates the entire bowl. I found this soup to vary in quality, but I have yet to meet a bad one. One of these days, during lockdown, I might try making it myself.
  8. Jaffa Cakes and Tunnock’s Teacakes: Like rock cakes, these teatime treats stretched my understanding of what could be called a “cake”. Jaffa Cakes have a sponge base, orange jam, and a layer of chocolate on top. Tunnock’s Teacakes boast a chocolate-covered meringue atop a shortbread biscuit. Both of these, prior to coming to the UK, would have fit my definition of “delicious cookies”, while here they are not quite biscuits but layer cakes’ little cousins.
  9. Mince pie: This sweet Christmastime pie (miniature, like many British savory pies) is made of mincemeat, which isn’t actually meat but minced fruit with suet. Raisins, currants, and orange peel feature in it. I had one at a coffee shop, dusted with powdered sugar. It seemed like a fruitcake in tart form. I wasn’t sure if I liked the heavy sweet or not. I found some supermarket versions of this pie a bit bitter; nonetheless, they all tasted, somehow, like Christmas.
  10. Tablet: It sounds like an iPad and tastes like what it is—fudge. Light in color, it’s made with sweetened condensed milk and sold in gift shops across Edinburgh. I loved it, like most types of fudge, in small doses. This treat is buttery, a little dry, and exquisitely sweet. Not all that different from my grandma’s shortbread, albeit an ocean away.

For a more personal take on my first impressions of Scotland, you can read my essay “Land, Love, and My People” on School of Shine.

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Year’s End, Looking Back and Forward

A book, a musical, and the loss of a parent

From Substack, December 1, 2025

My year’s end posts are often celebratory. This one is bittersweet.

I made significant professional strides in 2025, both in my writing career and in my day job. Personally, a lot of things have gone well.

I also lost my dad this year, after traveling back and forth to the U.S. a few times to see him in the hospital. And my cousin died very recently; he wasn’t much older than I am.

A New Book

My poetry collection The Heart Decided to Move came out this year with Read Furiously’s One ‘n Done series. I had a lot of fun writing and illustrating this book that tells the story of my move to the UK, travels, and moments of daily life as an immigrant.

Mikey Belcher did a lovely interview with me on his Substack that goes into detail on the book’s themes, and I gave some workshops and readings in both the UK and Canada to celebrate the book’s launch.

A Musical

This May, Joan: The Musical, which Hannah Doyle and I co-wrote, was performed in the Brighton Fringe. It told a story of an older woman, left behind by both an ex-husband and the passing of time, who travels to another world Alice in Wonderland-style and undergoes challenges to get her confidence and power back. Our first two shows had a sold-out run, so we ended up doing an encore performance.

It was amazing to see such a big production onstage. I dreamed of writing a musical and having it performed as a kid, and now I’ve done it. The show had good reviews and was an exciting, intense experience that I learned a lot from. I’m grateful to our team – director Summer and actors Geraldine, Justin, Lauren, and Dean, along with the fantastic team at The Actors – for making this show shine!

Volunteering Endeavors

I took on two big volunteer tasks this year. I was on the committee to plan Mensa’s annual European gathering in Cardiff this year, which happened in August. I helped organize activities and also gave a writing workshop.

I also acted as a juror for the British Fantasy Awards’ Best Independent Press award. I ended up reading 20 books for this, which was both exhausting and rewarding. There are so many great independent SFF presses in the UK; this work left me optimistic that the genre is in good hands.

Other Things

The Whispers in the Earth anthology came out this year, featuring my Canadian ghost ship tale along with 19 other folklore-inspired stories from around the world and beautiful linocut illustrations.

I had a short story published in the NonBinary Review’s Solarpunk issue.

I also recently got promoted to Senior Editor at Mindtools and am excited to see where that role takes me.

I have more books planned, starting with a romance novella that will be launching next year!

I’ve done my best in 2025, and I intend to do the same in 2026. I think my dad would be proud.

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Joan: The Musical – Success and Encore! Plus Book News

It’s an exhilarating feeling, watching in the audience as actors embody characters you created, speak words you imagined, and belt out music you created.

But my co-writer Hannah Doyle and I weren’t the only ones getting chills during the opening weekend (May 3-4) of Joan: The Musical in the Brighton Fringe. Some of the audience members shared that it made them cry. Others left quoting the lines and humming the tunes.

I couldn’t have imagined a better weekend for Joan, where BOTH DAYS SOLD OUT!

Except for this – we were offered an opportunity to do a THIRD performance! It’s now happening on Monday, May 26, at 6 pm, once again at The Actors in Brighton.

Grab your ticket now for the May 26 performance of JOAN: https://www.brightonfringe.org/events/joan-the-musical/

Joan had some wonderful reviews.

From Brighton on the Inside:

It’s truly magical when the stars align and you end up seeing something that takes your breath away. Joan The Musical by Melanie Bell and Hannah Doyle is a triumphant tale about a woman’s dwindling confidence and her journey of self-discovery. A tale of despair and sadness, followed by joy and karma. With sequins, hot pink leggings, squats and box breathing. All set to an amazing original musical score.

From View from the Gods:

This is a sweet-toned musical about self-affirmation, new discovery and magical singing that works. Lyrics and songs are the kind you’d hear in a Southwark Playhouse musical: easy melodies, wittily syncopated around witty lyrics… They’ve clearly proved themselves as a writing team, and it’ll be fascinating to see where they go next.

Co-writer/producer Hannah Doyle and lead actress Geraldine Afifi spoke about the show on an episode The Brighton Babbler podcast, which also includes one of the songs! You can listen to it here.

We’re now looking for opportunities to develop the show beyond the Brighton Fringe. Feel free to be in touch if you know of any possible connections!

The cast and creative team

Book Events and News

The book launch for my new poetry collection The Heart Decided to Move went well, and I’m in the process of setting up more readings and events. For my next one, I’m coming to CANADA!

Poetry Reading at The Flying Canoe Bookstore

1-110 Roseberry Street, Campbellton, New Brunswick, Canada
June 6, 2-4 pm

Join me for a poetry reading, book signing, and snacks at a gem of a bookstore that offers “a space where anyone can feel safe and free to let their geek flag fly”!

Reading at The Heart Decided to Move book launch

My copies of the Whispers in the Earth: World Folklore Reimagined anthology arrived and they’re so beautiful! The book features 20 folklore-inspired stories, including one of mine, and hand-printed linocut illustrations. There may still be a few copies available on The Broken Binding’s website, so check here if you’re interested in ordering a paperback or a hardback with sprayed edges!

Whispers in the Earth anthology, with the linocut illustration for my story

My poem “In Which Much Has Changed” has been (re-)published in issue 49 of QWERTY magazine, the “No” issue, along with other innovative poems and stories. You can order one here if you like.

And in final book news, a recommendation! I had the honor of giving some preliminary input on the English edition of Monika Orski’s book about leading highly intelligent people – which can be trickier than it looks! And the book is out now.

The Art of Herding Cats

Part 1: Learning by Doing Leadership
By Monika Orski

Leading highly intelligent individuals can be both an immensely rewarding and challenging experience. When those individuals are also volunteers, the complexity of leadership increases even more.

In this thought-provoking book, a former national chair of Mensa Sweden shares valuable insights and practical lessons drawn from years of experience leading within one of the world’s most intellectually gifted communities. With Mensa being a largely volunteer-driven organization, it offers a rare environment to explore leadership in its most nuanced and challenging form, also know as herding cats.

You will learn about leadership by sugar, explanations adapted for the fast thinkers, and how a character from a children’s book can help. Plus some other things you might not yet know that you want to know. There are even some attempts at humour.

Ideal for leaders, managers, and anyone working with high-performing or highly autonomous teams of professionals or volunteers, The Art of Herding Cats guides you through doing the mostly impossible and how to enjoy it.

You can purchase a copy here.

Whew, that was a lot! I’ll catch you next time, when I’ve hopefully had time to catch my breath!

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Happy Book Birthday!

My poetry collection The Heart Decided to Move is out in the world now!

“A poignant exploration of self-discovery, The Heart Decided to Move captures the author’s transformative journey as she takes the life-changing step of relocating to a new country. Through letters, poetry, and reflective prose, the work weaves together a tapestry of language, emotion, and identity. Each piece invites readers to explore the complexity of what it means to leave behind one’s homeland in search of a true sense of belonging. Follow Melanie Bell as she experiences moments of culture shock, surviving a pandemic in her new home, and joyful moments of worldly travel, all told in snapshots filled with humor and heart.”

You can order your copy here or wherever books are sold!

Or, if you’re in Brighton, come along to the book launch on April 19!

Poetry Book Launch: The Heart Decided to Move

April 19, 6-8 pm, The Queery

In 2017, Canadian author Melanie Bell moved to the UK on an ancestry visa. Her new poetry collection, The Heart Decided to Move, shares the story of that journey, from moments of culture shock and cross-cultural delight to surviving a pandemic in an unfamiliar place. The book incorporates illustrations, prose, and travel poems from far and wide.

Join us to celebrate the launch of this collection and pick up a signed copy!

Tickets here

In further news, the Whispers in the Earth: World Folklore Reimagined anthology is out, featuring my Prince Edward Island ghost ship story, among a collection of 20 tales inspired by myths and legends from around the world, and illustrated with beautiful linocut prints!

The editor, Gabriela Houston, is also a prolific fantasy author. Her latest novel, The Bone Roots, is a haunting, beautiful read featuring Slavic folklore, motherhood, fox thieves, and gods. I read an ARC and thought, “I wish I could have written that!” So, if you’re looking for something new to read, check it out!

The Bone Roots

Rehearsals for Joan: The Musical continue in preparation for performance in the Brighton Fringe on 3 and 4 May. My co-writer Hannah Doyle and lead actress Geraldine Afifi just did an interview about the show on The Brighton Babbler podcast which also includes a song from the show, “Little Bird.” You can listen to it here!

If you’re local, come join us and see it live next month!

72-year-old Joan has it all. A glittering past as a West End dancer, a chocolate-box maisonette in Seven Dials, and fantastic hair. There’s one thing she doesn’t have, though: the power of self-belief.

Bruised and scorned by her ex-husband’s wayward ways, Joan tumbles down a rabbit hole that brings her face to face with her tattered confidence. Can Joan find her way back to the surface? Or is she destined to languish in the depths of self-care hell?

Joan: The Musical will take the stage at The Actors in Brighton on 3 and 4 May, at 1.30pm. You can get your tickets here!

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Book Preorder: The Heart Decided to Move

Coming April 8: my new poetry collection, The Heart Decided to Move!

And you can preorder it now! More information from my publisher below:

PREORDER – The Heart Decided to Move – One ‘n Done 12 is currently available for preorder. Orders will ship 2025-04-08

A powerful portrait of self-discovery told in snapshots as the author makes the challenging decision to relocate. Letters, poetry, and language come together to create a journey of what it means to find your heart’s true home.

Melanie Bell, author of Chasing Harmony, dazzles readers again with her follow-up project that once again asks us to find our authenticity through the choices we make.

Preorder your copy here!

I’m excited about this book. As the title suggests, a lot of heart went into it. I wrote the poetry over several years and, while it focuses on my experiences moving to the UK, I wrote across several places. The collection also incorporates some of my essays and illustrations.

I’m having a book launch in Brighton – details below, and more events to follow!

Poetry Book Launch: The Heart Decided to Move

April 19, 6-8 pm, The Queery

In 2017, Canadian author Melanie Bell moved to the UK on an ancestry visa. Her new poetry collection, The Heart Decided to Move, shares the story of that journey, from moments of culture shock and cross-cultural delight to surviving a pandemic in an unfamiliar place. The book incorporates illustrations, prose, and travel poems from far and wide.

Join us to celebrate the launch of this collection and pick up a signed copy!

Tickets here

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A Workshop, Book Launch, and Musical Rehearsal

I have a lot on the horizon, starting with a follow-up to my last workshop at The Queery. Participants expressed interest in doing some facilitated writing exercises, which will be happening this month.

Upcoming Events

Writing Exercises

Come join me for Writing Exercises on Saturday, March 15, 6-8pm at The Queery (46 George St, Brighton)!

Join local author Melanie Bell for a series of writing exercises to get your creative juices flowing!

Following her last creative writing workshop and interest in more exercise-based work, Melanie will bring a range of writing prompts and activities for attendees to work with. Whether you’re a curious beginner or an experienced wordsmith, come join us and get ready to explore!

Tickets here

The Queery is also hosting the launch of my poetry book in April!

Poetry Book Launch: The Heart Decided to Move

April 19, 6-8 pm, The Queery

In 2017, Canadian author Melanie Bell moved to the UK on an ancestry visa. Her new poetry collection, The Heart Decided to Move, shares the story of that journey, from moments of culture shock and cross-cultural delight to surviving a pandemic in an unfamiliar place. The book incorporates illustrations, prose, and travel poems from far and wide.

Join us to celebrate the launch of this collection and pick up a signed copy!

Tickets here

Joan: The Musical Rehearsals

Joan: The Musical has a full cast and director, and yesterday, we all met for our first rehearsal! We’ll be working together intensely for the next couple months in preparation for our May 3-4 performances in the Brighton Fringe.

Everyone got along well, and it was great to see their talent and enthusiasm coming together!

Here are some of the action shots:

Joan: The Musical will take the stage at The Actors in Brighton on 3 and 4 May, at 1.30pm. You can get your tickets here!

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